Décontracté :)

I am having the hardest time believing that it is 2008. The beginning of this school year has flown right by! It is January 3rd, 2008. wow. So much has changed this year. I feel like i have grown up a lot since last year. I never would have pictured myself being where i am today last year. I never would have pictured myself as what i have become. wow. okay. enough for being a weird mental case now.

I have made some New Year's Resolutions, kinda. I don't really think that they are completely resolutions, they are more like some directions. They are leading me to where I want to be.
1. I want to be dedicated to what I do. I need to spend more time at the important things
that really do matter. I have been trying to dedicate more time to school. I have
actually been doing my homework (at least for english lol). Also, I want to spend more
time with the people that I love

2. I want to not care what others think. I know that this goal is going to be a little harder
than others but I think that it is really important. I wish that i could say that i already
don't care what other people think but, i'm human. I would be lying if i said that. I
would like to believe that I didn't care but...

3. I want to become more healthy. That pretty much explains itself. lol.

I may come back and add some more but I think that those sum up what i need to do. I have already started doing them.

Now, totally off the topic but I now am in TWO french classes. I am actually really really excited about this. I get to sit in on Madame's tenth period class, a 3rd year class and kinda participate. I don't really answer any questions because i would feel bad. I mean, I kinda already know what they are doing and i don't want them to not be able to learn something because i want to shine in the spotlight. That isn't really how i roll. lol. But, I really love that class. It is so, um, i don't really know how to describe it but, décontracté.

This is soooo exciting. I think that this is one of the first times that i couldn't really think of the word in english but i knew it in french. I have had experiences that i think of words in french before the english word comes but, i always have known the english word.

With this thought, i do believe that i am going to bed. I am sorry that this entry isn't really that focused. I guess that i need to have more direction next time. lol


ciao