Thursday, March 5, 2009

Questioning the Future

After talking to a dear friend today, I realized that I'm a little afraid. I'm a little afraid of what's to come after my exchange. I guess that I never really thought about what would happen when I would tell everyone in France goodbye (for now) and return back home to lovely ol' Alliance. Everyone else has gotten on with their lives and made new friends. I know that the song that I'm singing is...

Make new friends, but keep the old
One is silver and the other's gold
A circle's round, it has no end
That's how long I want to be your friend

The only thing that scares me about this philosophie is that, what if noone else thinks like me?

Okay. I know that I need to stop. The whole thing that brought this on was my plane ticket. So, I'm returning to the States on the 20th of July. I was thinking about my return and, thinking about what I could do that week and with whom I could do it. What if noone wants to do anything with me? 

Seriously though, I can survive living in a foreign country where I knew noone so, I'm sure that I can survive going back. Right?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You will always have me.

I may have gotten on with my life, but there is not one second I am not thinking about you. Thinking about "Oh, Jen would love this" and all.

You will be fine and everyone cannot wait till you come back, especially me..

je te kiffe

-Kaley

Unknown said...

Yeah, coming back is weird. Really weird. You'd be surprised though how little things can change in Ten months. When I came back it wasn't that any major things had changed, just little things, like my cousins getting taller, and American five dollar bills being purple. It's different.